Tuesday, December 7, 2010

-y it's so difficult to forgive n forget-





my memory is not likes data in computer..
xnak>>>delete!!

FORGIVE & FORGET????

Sumting yg very difficult..dah cuba tuk FORGIVE, p tiap kali  nk cuba FORGIVE, i still remember pe yg dia dh buat to me..so caner nk FORGET??

pernah memaafkan n try buat cool,
p dia make one more mistakes to me..
caner i mampu tuk FORGIVE n FORGET??

Byk kali dia buat to me..
macam2 words yg he said..
yg mampu membuat me sakit hati,pedih, perit!!!!

perlu kew me cuba FORGIVE him for twice??
p i xmampu!!
terlalu berbisa his words!!

SATU AYAT DIA YG I XDAPAT MAAF DAN LUPAKAN!!!
yaaaaaa,,,,,my martabat!!
p masa tu me sabar..lau nak, me boleh jer expose n show my degree certificate n also my master..
p me masih ade iman n kesabaran masa tu..

p he did again..for 2nd time..
if i can show to u
my broken heart...

 
my heart was crying since de 1st time he did it..
makin cuba memaafkan, p i can't do it!!

Ya Allah,
teramat berat dugaanMU ini..
kenapa dia perlu wujud dalam cerita hidupku??

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scene 1:
i tgah dgr lagu omputih..
tiba2 dia dtg..
waahhh dgr lagu inggeris..
FAHAM KERRRR??

(baiknyer ayat mamat songsang nie..)

scene 2:
i dgr lagu omputih gak
he came to my desk
dgr lagu inggeris yer?
TAW KE MAKSUD DIA??

(ko mamat songsang..pai bila2 aku xkan maafkan n xkan lupa words ko tu..
kalau ko nak taw..
I'M DEGREE STUDENT FOR SYARIAH & LAW
I studied @ ISLAMIC SCIENCE UNI.OF MALAYSIA
my language only in ARABIC & ENGLISH!!
FOR UR IMPORTANT INFORMATION OK!!!!!

my English Subject for English Academic Purpose is "A"
NOT EITHER B,C,D @ F!!
DO U UNDERSTAND IT???

n for ur important information!!!
NOW i still study
for MASTER IN SYARIAH JURISPRUDENCE!!!
n my study only in one language!!
OMPUTIH @ ENGLISH!!

n
my thesis topic is also in ENGLISH!!!

so, pe yg u mau ckap lg?nk hina i lagi kew?
u lau nk mengta org,cermin diri u tu dlu..
u pe dew?
stakat post Resident Engineer?
i xheran laa..
degree??
i ade master..
so WHAT??/
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 FINALLY...me dpt luahkan pe yg ade lam my mind..
so???

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